After an independent investigation by 3 psychiatrists, who had been called in haste by the crisis center, they found that my stories, drawings and poems showed that I was not confused and I was not in a crises.
In my 7 year old wandering period, I fought many demons and I volunteered to be admitted as a patient in the psycho medical center ‘Welterhof’ in Heerlen at the end of 1991 by the ‘Riagg’. From the initial probability diagnosis; schizophrenia, ultimately nothing remained. According to the doctors, there was nothing wrong with me and was only looking for a place to stay. Again for the umpteenth time in my life I was living on the street again and lost everything. Later I tried to be admitted again at the ‘GGD’ in Amsterdam.
After an independent investigation by 3 psychiatrists, who had been called in haste by the crisis center, they found that my stories, drawings and poems showed that I was not confused and I was not in a crises. If the water in the canal was not so cold, I would jumped into it.
Since about my 43th year of life, I am pretty much finished with that and I have to keep the peace in my own heart. As far as ‘my karma’ allows me to heal other people and the karma of these people permits it, only the results are concerned. I no longer have to prove myself in miracles.
Clairvoyant/Medium Peter Wauben (known from the TV program; ‘The sixth sense’), received in 2009 from his helpers /spirits that I would be a good healer and I should do something with a website and Quantum Touch; I already know that I am good; it was too taken away my last doubts that I followed up on that designation.
I apparently do not use earthy magnetism. (Detected during the Quantum Touch workshop 10/11 October by clairvoyant/paragnost and certified QT Instructor Abraham van den Akker in 2009 in Schinveld.
He told me that I could not lie to him because he could see energies.
According to Abraham, everyone possesses terrestrial magnetism which is necessary to practice reiki and QT. He has tried almost 1 ½ days to teach me the earthly energy. That proved impossible. He saw that this was totally lacking in me.
As soon as I started ‘healing’ with fellow student Albert Klazema, he was also astonished that I used directly divine energy which he saw coming from me. Which was shocking because it contradicts all laws of nature and actually cannot exist. Did I ever tell you that miracles are normal for me?
I told him that I always did the hearings like this …. Because that is normal for me. A few days later it was also seen by the at that time 4 year old client; Giolano Rijsmus, son of Medium/clairvoyant Marina Rijsmus who suffered from a shot wound out of a former life. After I healed him he insisted to take a picture of me with my hands above in the air Because he saw that my healing energy came from there. That children in their first years are clairvoyant is normal I as far as I know.
In doing so, I have been practicing my exceptional gift this way since Hub van Ham ‘discovered’ me. It explains why I spent less time and have a quicker result with ‘healings’ rather than others.
I sometimes hear colleagues in the alternative circuit complaining to my friends that I hardly give the attention to people and treat them within 1 or 2 minutes.
What they forget is that direct cosmic magnetism is only reserved for myself and the ones I treat. They and everyone else are dealing with earthy or animal magnetism that takes 20 to 40 minutes longer to achieve a more or less equivalent effect.