Gods or Angels are Dhyan-Chohans,Sura’s, Asuras, Elohim and Petri’s.

A good colleague / friend /clairvoyant / healer / card layer; Ria Ramakers from Roermond, who was able tomake a map with a lot of acquaintances of mine without looking at the cards(she ‘hid’ behind the cards) told me at the age of 23 that I was ‘veiled’ so shedid not could see much things about me. But she was sure that I wore a giantarmy of angels & gods around me.  That was before the time of digital photography.


Only later when I was able topurchase a digital camera,  I got the gods or angels recorded on screen.However,  they have never been born in the materiality themselves.  Why wouldthey; they are round already.


Back then in 1987,  I was afraid ofwhat else they knew about my task on earth or did not know.  Playing with firein my ether has consequences that cannot be avoided.


I was not charmed to be called Jesus,  the Angels must have known this in retrospect.  According to faith,  Jesus would have lived before,  but never really existed in a historical perspectiveand the cross is nothing else than the worship of eternal and constant rebirthwhich is touted as heavenly paradise and where you can walk with God.

Being the Upapadaka,  I only occuronce in 4.320.000.000 years.  Or jut once in history;  at the end of times. 


Jesus could walk on water? I do not come from a fantasy book with hidden secrets like the Bible.  The Bible isindeed created from the reality of the Upanishads and Vedas.  So these lastbooks were there earlier.  In the Quran, (Qur’an),  which was distilled from theBible much later,  would even know Jesus as Isa?  Because of the lies,  however, I dislike religion.


I am ‘from across the waters’.  Whichmeans; my strength is directly cosmic (divine).  And that comes before thecreation or Big Bang or over ‘the waters’.  (Water that has nothing to do with the matter that you can drink or swim in).  And that is far for humanity because they stay close to home; time after time to be reborn after they die.  The source of light is too bright and too far for the normal mortal human.  In addition, that power or heaven does not come from outside or above us, but from within.  There is nothing ‘above’.


It is, like the story of‘Sinterklaas’ and Black Peter;  where I am Sinterklaas/SantaClaus and the blackpete’s the angels around me.  Also an old initiation story hidden in religiousconvictions of Christianity, assumptions and transformed dogma into achildren’s party…  Black and White. Yin and Yang.  White stands for the Saint and / or the white horse, which from the darkness (Black stands for pure spiritbefore creation),  that enters the world of matter,  from ‘over the waters’ orfrom over or before creation or chaos…  by boat or other vehicle (body) toland as a long-awaited savior or enter the world of the life of matter.  (bornin what we experience as the difference between life and death).  Slavery or discrimination is an absurd wild roar that can be stopped;  it has nothing to dowith it.


The Black Pete’s are the vicious assistants who jump around the Saint.  They are therefore black because theycome from the real darkness and also increase the contrast with the pure white.  Black is also the ‘color’ of the unconscious in ourselves.  They are impatientbecause they represent the many jumpy thoughts in ourselves,  which invisibleand intangible sometimes fool us, but also helpful.  Thoughts that can help ordestroy us.


Since I more or less found peace inmy heart at my 43rd year, they are calmer and don’t talk so much anymore.  For a reason I call them jokingly my ‘little black pete’s’ when they occasionally do so with non sensical thoughts.  (torments from the darkness).  Black stands for darkness and is in essence pure spirit,  who knows no harm,  but intolerable thoughts that want to jump in.

The real story of ‘Black Pete and Saint Claus’ is also an old story of initiation.  The black race, which was in fact earlieron this earth than the white race,  but covered by interventions from religion with even more ‘skirts of skins’ to obscure reality.  As far as I am concerned,  everyone may recognize the Christos or Buddha in his/her own heart.